17 - I feel different
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should others feel different too?
I feel different, I feel more. I've been searching my mind for it when we drove towards and round the island of the Pure Plant. I think it happened during the attack of those wormlike creatures. I think I triggered something extra inside me while extensively using my acid glands. Something popped inside of me and I've been feeling connected. It's hard to explain to myself, can I explain it to someone else. Do I even want to? It makes me want to use whatever it is, makes me want to affect others. A little bit like sending out feelers into the world and touching other people's mind in a way. It makes me a little bit angry as well, does this change me, does it change other things?
I'm sure I've been sending out some grumpy looks to the others during our trip. Sending out my mind to others seems to connect me to them, but I do not want this to affect my own people. Right?
I was thinking of staying behind with the bus while the others went to the Pure Plant, but going with them does give me an opportunity I guess. And I'm not quite sure the group has the ability to learn the technical part of the water purifications. So I guess I am going to the Pure Plant with Rianna and Finn.
The others already spoke to Lutrell and he seems more open and friendly. Willing to teach us to the purification process and even give us the white powder for it as well. A few not so friendly words from me to him during the explanation and our request for food and drink and I think I'm touching his mind a bit. Does it make me different that I need to spite people to trigger this new thing. Does it actually need negativity? It does help me to express things and it secretly feels good as well. Maybe I've been a little bit too much inside of myself and there could be benefits in change, right?
Time to go home
I'm not really sure how we drove, but we made it back. My thoughts have been a bit of a shambles and I've been trying to send out feelers to the group now and then, but without having anyone to try this on I've been holding myself back. Anyone at home I would be willing to test this on? Should I listen to the others and is Harper really a bad man and would that mean I could practice on him or one of his crew?
But.. We've learned how to save our Ark! And we brought back our bus! I think it's time to take it apart, time to find out how things work and learn how to use that on my dream!
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